Sometimes İ go through something n it hurts n İ don't know if things r never gonna be okay again. But then days go by n İ don't feel like crying for help n İ wonder what it means that İ'm fine. İ think maybe İ'm İgnoring my emotions n that they'll come back out of no where, also hearing all the rumors that came from the people that İ never talk to. Until İ'm driving home from work/school, singing along to the music tape and wondering what İ'll have for dinner, n realize İ'm happy with it. No matter how messed up İ am. Maybe that thing didn't break u coz u r stronger than that. Maybe u can survive anything. Maybe İ finally want to.