I really like this because it is so true. I feel that we often allow our past to consume us. We make other people "pay" for what others did to us. Then we wonder why nothing ever works out the way we want it to. But, how can something work out if we don't allow it to? We create our own reality. (I think I've said this at least 90 times now lol) I am definitely guilty of all of this. BUT, I have acknowledged it and I am trying my best to move forward. Now, I don't mean that we should just trust everyone no matter what we have been through, feel what you need to feel, but try and understand that not everyone is out to get you. We can't move forward if we don't allow ourselves to. You are worthy. You are amazing. You deserve so much, but you have to allow yourself to receive it.
I know it's difficult to see sometimes, especially when you feel like you have been "shit on" by a lot of people in your life, but things do get better. The more positive you can be, the more positivity you bring into your life! I have been through a lot in my life, so trust me, this was even hard for me to believe, but I found it to be true in practice. I forced myself to start looking at things more positively, especially after someone broke my heart a little over a year ago. For some reason, this time, I remained positive. I tried to look at everything from an outside perspective I tried to stop playing the victim. I didn't allow myself to get in the way. Sure, I had my negative times throughout, but it was crazy, I started to attract more and more positive people/things into my life. Things seemed to start moving forward in a faster rate than in the past when I held myself back. Sure, this is something I work on every day and sometimes I am not successful, but as long as we continue to push forward, that's all that matters. Be happy with progress, no matter how small! It's still a step in the right direction. I'll say it again. You are worthy. You are amazing. You deserve happiness. You deserve to heal.