So, here I am in my 32nd year 🤗 I have had an amazing birthday. I feel utterly spoilt and so grateful of the friends and family around me that made me feel really special. I love what I do so to be thanked for it is a huge chunk of icing on the cake ❤️ I hope everyone’s ready for more because I’m not stopping 💪 .
I have broken sobriety. I haven’t failed, I have learnt a lot. I look at it like I had 5 awesome months alcohol free. I had my reasons to stop and I was going to stop for good. Maybe I will stop for another 5 months 🤷♀️ maybe I’ll stop for a year 🤷♀️ I know I can and I know I don’t “need” alcohol in my life. We don’t have any in the house and I won’t be stocking any ever again. .
I had a few drinks last night, totally away from the kids, with great friends. It was fun, I have woken quite tired, but still pretty fresh. I’m off to the gym, have a whole day with the kids and go on holiday later! So, it hasn’t taken a day away from me or taken my motivation. As long as it doesn’t do that and I don’t feel like 💩, I am happy 😁