It wasn't easy-
(a poem I wrote about two years ago)
I've to hide it every time,
Sorry that I lie to myself.
But sometimes it feels out of rein,
And I fail to control the melt.
That moment is when I let it come out,
That moment is a feel of relish.
And things don't stop at that route,
Soon I miss her more and more do I perish.
I try to find her, I try to see her,
Hiding from all of those, I stalk her.
I miss her, I recall how I burnt her into ashes.
I remember the smile,
the way her face blushes.
The soft touch of her sweet voice.
Smiles were so much more adorable,
than those melancholic tears.
If you would ask me, was it vice,
to see tears in those eyes.
I would smile and happily I'd recite.
but inside my aching heart,
I would suffer terribly with what I've to hide.
With those tears fallen on my shirt,
I'll walk away from light.
And if you would see it by chance,
you'll realise how hard it was.
And sorry that none of you know how I feel,
but it was the reason I managed to heal.
Today I am missing her and listening to a song,
It reminds me time has passed by long.
how I had to set her apart from my life,
Leaving everything behind a pike.
I see her face, her beautiful smile,
and her laughter was sugar cubes full a cup.
I could feel the sweetness of spice.
Wish I could hear it one more time,
Indeed it's not a time to play with luck.
I fear it's obvious that it would wreck her, one more time like old times.
All I wish now is for her heart to mend.
I do miss her sometimes as I'm doing now.
but some love stories just strike a dead end.
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