The numbness that you carry in your heart, the trust issues that you have built within you and the forever fear of losing people that you have inherited can never be put down in words. People often assume your pain depending upon the level of pain they have been through. Things like "oh I understand you, I have been through the same kind of thing" is one of the most common response you will recieve. Why can't it just be "I can never imagine the pain you are going through, but all a I know is that you are so strong and so brave and all I ask is for you to take your own sweet time to come out of the hell you are living in right now!!
I know that right at this moment everything might seem to be black and white and everyone will seem to be happy except you, but wait, I won't say that everything will be okay, but the way you are fighting it daily,
I know for sure that you will earn your own happiness one day. You are more than just one sad story, you are more than the hundreds of people who have left you when you needed them the most and you will always be more than the times when people with their own small minds rejected your plea of understanding. All these things that haunt you today and all those things that will forever haunt you will only make you stronger. The plants that do not go through regular plucking of the dry leaves and the regular trimming of the outgrown branches, never really make it up to be the most beautiful of plants. .
Just like me, you might hate changes, you might hate your past and you might hate the way your life has turned out to be, but believe me when I say this that, you are just being carved into a beautiful diamond! This is your moment of pain before you shine bright. This is your story going through its rough patch before the climax unviels and that my dear, will shock everyone who has ever hurt you deep down there. ❤
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