Dont care if I write jibberish
#iremember how I used to just pick up and leave and drive every where all time
But seriously when Dad took business trips to Boston Baltimore and etc...
You guys never told me till after
Or never told me the hotel.
I know why, you thought I go drive from NJ to there.
Now with my sister husband he flew to San Francisco many times and I was told after.
Ugh #trustme I like him,great husband and father to you all but I was were never going to drive 7+ hours to see him.so your plans failed just hurt even more.i
It's cool, #yes #im #irrational
Yeah #Manic Mind Racing #mindracing #mindhurts
Got 4 pills of Ativan left #forever
VA isn't giving any more:(
You think I didn't realize all that.
Just say hey #chris please dont visit your Dad on business in Boston and Baltimore, we understand you like to drive.
Ok, but I always always hated driving alone, #drivealone #darkest I put highbeams on for comfort
My family never understood how why
Well I drove from Ogden UT to Boise Idaho with #highbeams on almost whole time it was 2am.
#bipolar is #real
My Mind Hurts and never going back to New Jersey State Mental Institution
I was put there because all the 14 day pych wards at different hospitals had enough of me,
#please #dont #pleasetalk and #listen to people especially #mentalillness
I FEEL 10X More
It's the Manic Madness months
I remember being a #ginnepig at hospital and hospitals
Tetertal, Throzine,cojection,Depakote, Lithium, Latuda all much for us Mental illness
Ship Shut and Forget them no NO Talking, Don't want to listen to you.
Mom never got in the car with me since 1991, when she was teaching me how to drive, it STICK Volvo, and I got angry
I hit the pedal to the metal, up a hill and it Jerked and Stalled, When I On purpose LET OFF GAS, yep I #regret it
She never rode in a car with me when I drove ever since. Seriously she never did and that is her right.
#thatsok #safetyfirst #1991blues